We are staying in old Officer Quarters. I say old because the housing has been updated on the base and we are in the former houses, now used as TLF's. We are on a beautiful, quiet circle with full grown trees and a walled backyard with a rope swing. Positive things about our TLF: 1. spacious living quarters with washer, dryer, and daily maid service, 2. backyard with three huge trees masking the fact that we are in the desert, 3. Close to Josh's work, the kids new base school, and the central workings of the base. Negative things about the TLF: 1. We are awoken each morning at 6:30 am by Revelry, 2. We are isolated and away from the people and activities of the new housing area, 3. We have no internet access so I will not be loading pictures onto this blog until we move to our permanent home.
The kids have been adjusting, in some ways better than me. They seem to be happy most of the time. They have enjoyed playing outside but they have not enjoyed being dragged around the base while Josh and I try to figure out this new life of ours. Bear and Bub have already written letters to their old teachers and classmates. This made me so sad. I just hurt for them and for the loss of these associations. I think that is where a lot of my sadness is coming from right now. I carry theirs as well. Bub has been extra sulky throughout the day. He is a child of extremes so he is either happy or not, no in between. I can tell that he is not able to voice his concerns about this move. Pants has had an inconsolable tantrum every day, usually after her nap. She has not been getting very regular naps so she constantly has red eyes. I hope this will turn around soon. We have only been here for three days. I know that I have really high expectations of things and for myself, sometimes to my detriment. I crave a routine and a focus to my day. I hope that we will be able to create this next week with the start of school. We are working on involving ourselves in the base and have been seeking out services that will help us to do so.
We miss our Utah loved ones!
We are thinking of you and continuing to pray for you in your transitions. You are a strong and worthy totem for your family. They will look back on this time and remember your compassion and leadership. We are sending you the hugs we can and hope you feel the tangible support of prayers offered in your behalf. Adventures are stressful!
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